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It Breaks My Heart
It breaks my heart that people are so…assured of the death of romanticism. Romance is NOT dead, Chivalry lives, and prince charmings are out there. You can and will find real, honest love, so never settle. Never let the fear of the fall stop you from jumping. How do birds learn to fly? “If you’re a bird I’m a bird!” (Sorry HAD to throw that one in there <3 ) Most of all, be patient. Never force something that’s not meant to be, and be content. You are a woman and nothing will change that, esp. a man or a lack of one. We can never change you; you will be you and all we can do is love you for it, and help you to realize each day that you are lovely because you are you. So be you, so we can love you, and never judge us based on the rest of the douch bags out there. Fuck them, there’s a reason they left your life. Here comes something better.
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I’m scared
That I’ll screw this up, that I’ve opened myself up too much too fast, that I care to much, that I’ll get annoying, that when this year ends so will all my friendships in general, that I’ll end up hurting you, that I’ll screw this up, that I won’t be as charming as you think I am, that I’ll end up thinking too much, that since I miss you so much now it could be so much worse later, that I’ll screw this up, of love, of reaching out to you too much, of holding back, of jumping, of you, of them, of now, for later, of being too laid back, of going crazy, that I am so crazy for you, and that I miss you this frickin much when it’s only been one day!!!!!